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Name: Yin Bin Hao FabianBirthday: 9th November 1988 Horoscope: Scorpio Currently serving national service Previously from Temasek Polytechnic Logistics and Operations Management Tagboard
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a new begin
Thursday, January 05, 2006
how 2 start lei? i oso dunno... haha. cos yesterdae nite been tinkin alot marx. haha. mi lei. finally stop 2 tink abt wad haf i done barx. wad r mi motivation etc. i can juz conclude tt i'm a failure til nw barx. 2 tink abt it. wad haf i accomplished? nth nth nth. start from psle barx. i plae n plae. den kanna a sucky sec sch. den o level lei? i didnt revise. wei le ppl er didnt study. den gt this type of results. i dun even deserve this results. 2 tink of e hard work i put in. esp mi parents. work so hard 2 let mi go tuition. den i end up disappoint them. cant even go jc. k den poly come le. i 1st sem results like shit. gpa 2.6 . i dunno wad i doin lo. den nw can gt into logistics course le. wad mi mum wanted. but den? i stil continue plae plae plae. nt even serious abt life. k den 2 sae overall barx. i nt even smart. i nt even shuai. i nt even rich. i nt even fit. mi personality oso sux sux sux. b it in sch or outside, sae so many rough words. i like tt liao. which gal wil wan mi. if i'm gal i wont even wan miself lo. hair like shit. so long like cha bo. i haf plans. but den? all talk no action. where's mi motivation? wad's mi motivation? i dun even knoe. if i cant even love miself. or even hab plans fer miself. how can i even love someone. i'm juz a total failure barx. i shd tink abt wad i shd do n reorganise miself barx. den by tt time. maybe i can love someone. but... wil it b 2 late den? i dunno. anyways thanks jie. i mean mi gan jie charlene. xie xie ni fer yesterdae. =) k la enough abt miself de prob liao le. haha. todae lei? sch starts at 12 lo. den i late fer sch. cos 2 tired le. didnt hab much slp. whole dae in sch sian sian de. although i tried 2 act happie. haha. todae reallie 1 of e daes where i act happie barx. den hab e psychology project. do fer 2 hrs. den when it comes 2 presentation i reallie die. i hate presentations. i cant even talk well. i hate miself fer tt. den after tt nth much le. went home. wonderin... |
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