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Name: Yin Bin Hao FabianBirthday: 9th November 1988 Horoscope: Scorpio Currently serving national service Previously from Temasek Polytechnic Logistics and Operations Management Tagboard
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
anyways here's a random post with no date nor particular time. let's see... feeling abit emotional now? okays these days because i work too much. therefore, i neglected everything else in life. everything is in a mess. relationships be it friend or boy-girl relationships are in a mess. my room is also in a mess. eveyday was like a routine waking up going to work and back from work coming online, sleeping and back to work again the next day. cannot imagien how am i going to work for the rest of my life with this type of routine stuff. i will be bored to death i presume.anyways about friendships. i really do not know what to do. telling others what to do is one thing. and applying it onto yourself is another thing. its a completely different situation altogether. sometimes i really do not know how humans think nor i can grasp their thoughts. i shall let nature take its course. then here comes relationship. as in the boy-girl relationship. what should i say? actually i am happy that she is happy now. its her smile that matters. oh well... next comes work. working was tired. but why do everyone work? whats their goal or motivation. needs like self esteem needs for example i feel is a complete crap. as in everyone work for one thing in mind. money. yup. money motivates a person. money cannot solve every problem. but wothout money, nothing can be solved. that is why i work till so hard just to save up. so that i can prepare for 'rainy' days. as in life we ever know what may happen next. coming to the last point. in life we would not know what would come next. as in... why do we study so much? what is it for? getting to know all the knowledge to satisfy our curosity? applying it to our related jobs? i do not think so. as it all falls onto the word 'money' again. so why do we study? oh well... its like a must thing in today's society. without a definate degree or certs how do one find a hgh paid job? next pont comes as in even if we have a high paid job, how do we handle the pressue there? being someone on the top level is never easy. its easy to study about strategic goals for example. study is one thing. but applying that concept is difficult. we have to think in the shoes of others. which makes me bring back to the point about working. these days the company has a new policy whereby if production doesn't produces sixty batches a day there will be no dinner. what the hell is that policy. a hungry person is not a happy person. its just a simple theory that they just do not understand. by working in this company again. i gained experience. and somethings more than experience. like having cuts all over my hands, dropping the wrap onto my feet, standing up and hitting the sink by accident. its like bruises everywhere. but there are also life lessons that can't be taught by the books nor subjects that we learn in school. the bonds, team works for example cannot be taught. oh well... this is just a random post taht i mentioned. just trying to relieve some stress. take care everyone... |
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