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Name: Yin Bin Hao FabianBirthday: 9th November 1988 Horoscope: Scorpio Currently serving national service Previously from Temasek Polytechnic Logistics and Operations Management Tagboard
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Thursday, July 26, 2007
26 july, thursday@.@ juz woke up only. feelin so sleepy lar~ den went 2 eat dinner n brwse the net dunno wad 2 do. hmmm... been tinkin up til now what i haf done. i havent been doin anytink tt can b said is 'WOW' de barx. goin to reach 19 years old liao stil yi shi wu chen. floatin aimlessly in this society. wastage of human resources only.. todae on the way home saw a sec sch boy eyes red red. is he cryin?! kanna bully?! or test fail?! rem when i was young like pri sch?! i rem i test fail dun dare go home. LOL~ cos scared wil kanna cane by parents. cos too playful liao. always after sch dunno do wad oso. rem tt i loved cycling~ can cycle ard the neighbourhood dunno do wad oso. den there was the time when there was digimon. can plae n plae all dae n spent those time raising them.After tt was pokemon cards & gameboy liao. rem the amt of $ i spent on the cards. i stil have them. sometimes wil take out flip flip abit. =) it brings back memories barx. esp some particular card. how nice was it back den during pri sch. nt so stress. everydae juz eat, slp plae & do abit of homework. no $ issues, no stress of scoring v well 4 exams dun nid work. just simply sleep... sometimes i see kids ard running and playin. how i wish i could reallie go back being a kid. running around playin catching. chasing each other ard dunno 4 wad. LOL~ those were the days la. den playin marbles in sch. n kick a soccer ball down 10 stories.. by mistake of course! den after tt PSLE i rem i scored nt v well. 3A's n a B. but i got 201. dunno y oso. muz b all r low scores barx. den i was in sec sch. omg~ i was so damn damn guai in sec sch days la. my hair my attitude my character. i was so quiet in class. always at 1 corner. cher wont even call my name. i speak so softly. after sch juz dan chun de went 2 plae basketball wif my buddies. those were the days. juz sch n basketball. can plae n plae dao evening. although i suck but den at least there was friendship back den. as in we were all v close wif 1 another. look at now. all diff places. some ite some poly. den diff poly somemore. den we all r so damn busy dun even haf time 4 each other. some went ns some mia dunno go where. den some becos of arguments den the friendship is nt the same as b4. everybody's changing. this is true barx. after tt was sec 3 liao. i got my 7 sub's. too abd i could take my lit. but i went to took A-maths as a private candidate. but den i dropped it after 1 sem. cos i couldnt take the pressure. cos sec 3 i'm the onli person so i had 2 join a sec 4&5N class who r all busy revising liao. its like there's no teachin. oh man it sucks. i loved maths but i ahd to drop cos i couldnt reallie bond wif them. sianx~ but pure bio was fun~ i liked bio. study abt plants, humans~ i love the heart part. as in how blood flows. as in its v interesting to memorise them in comparison to nw learning abt lead time, cross track or wad. its more interesting. imagine i'm the blood cell. i flow from the left ventricle to where... den in my sec 4 after the 1st sem i started to open up. i knoe my buddies yew suan, ronald. i;m so glad tt i haf them ard. =) life without them may never b the same. and i started to ask cher's abt my studies. but it was abit late. til den my parents were v encouraging. i went tution 6 days a week. imagine! LOL~ i haf phy, chem, bio, eng, maths tution. hahax~ but den my score was like. sucky lar. i saw all 6B's n an A. n come out 5 B4's. wth?! totally disappointing larx. i couldnt even gt into a jc. i was hopin to get into 1. but den i had no choice. after o lvls it comes to the point where i'm so damn free. and i had no internet when i was young. it was onli after sec 4 den i had my msn, my friendster. n when maple came out i played it. maybe tt was the point where i started to change my character?! cos i didnt score well 4 my prelims tt's y i went to work. thx to meiting who asked me to work. tt's the 2nd time i workin barx. cos the 1st was wif ron, amos n hao which we went 2 work as banquet. it was nt v fun though. =) it was v fun as i got to knoe so many many ppl~ but it was stressful there. cos i went for interview. den the waiters there or waitresses there never had male b4. den i rem 1st wk. shd sae 1st few days. i was there. omg~ 2 events reallie is wth?! 1st was when i went to eat at the canteen. cos wearing the uni wad. den i went 2 put plates. den the uncle asked my friend y her friend which is me a gal so 'dua piang' 1. ........ he thought i was a gal neix!! =.= den next 1 more zai. a aunty was wif her friend. den she was tellin her friend if she call me 'xiao di' i ans means i was a guy. she reallie call me. wa lau~ XXXX nth 2 sae. but den tt job was fun lar. i learnt alot abt jap food. to me tt place was nt stressful in compared to me workin banquet. imagine u had to carry trays the size or bigger than A3 paper. n den wif all the heavy dinner plates on top. but den i learnt sometink larx. cos from there i oso knew some friends oso. =) but it was oso from this jap work tt i started 2 change?! cos they brought me to pub n places to drink. omg~ i didnt tell my parents or else sure die lar~ but den i respected the head chef. cos u knoe jap haf culinary schools which is v hard to graduate. the chef managed to do that. somemore he in his 30's already have a 10+ child liao. cos japan v early birth marx. from their exp i learnd that muz study hard. or else next time is die 1. after tt comes poly life. i was stil so quiet.. didnt reallie talk much barx. it was like a new beginning for me. i n my buddies all diff poly. ron was nyp. amos n gary was rp. ys and chris was sp. den i was the onli 1 in tp. i'm so glad tt i came to tp after these 3 years. cos i felt tt tp reallie is vibrant campus life barx. as in if u join the camps the open houses. its so fun~ compared to the other poly's. plus its so near to my home. i rem the 1st dae. tt crappy person sae tp is the best poly in the east. .... hahax. sch was fun barx. year 1 is the most bonding time. as we all juz knew each other. so we kinda haf clicks. but year 1 haf good n bad tinks happening barx. den it was year 2. i oso dunno y i choosed LOM. oh well.. year 2 was fun too.. cos the modules r more understandable. as in nt like year 1 blur blur dunno wad u studyin. somemore i sem 2 got 2.1 lei! wth~ played too much liao. i reallie regretted tt sem. 2.1 PUI! year 2 was alright. sem 2.1 i got 2.9 leix. muahaha~ improved by 0.8! =X lalala xD maybe cos tt time was more fun barx. den joinin i-guides was fun~ the camp, the mass dance to the open house. i didnt liked tp cos i won tt mp3 kae. it becos i reallie liked the ppl tt i met, so many to name. abel, zhixin, jerene blah blah. den was the SL camp too. was so fun wif ppl like angel, jasmine, sylvia all these ard. i oso learnt alot of tinks from there. there were scoldings too~ haha~ den it was this sem liao. so far hai hao barx. quite fun~ =) esp wif han qian, jessie, they all. wif pei jie, heidi they all oso. its like... got to knoe them better. they're reallie v fun to b ard wif. too bad i stil havent reallie mixed wif the guys yet. wil try to mix wif them. cos i can see tt they're a v fun bunch of ppl. =) back to what i was sayin. til now i reallie didnt do anytink good ba. tt's y this sem i was tryin v hard to score well for my course work. and den i could get 3.0 cumu gpa n maybe stand a better chance in better courses for overseas uni. maybe i no $ to go. but i wil haf to go. be it slog my guts out workin. or buyin toto hopin to win. i muz at least gt a degree. tt's wad i muz do. like i said. everybody's changin. hmmmm... i knoe maybe i changed alot. ppl said i haf changed. but everyone has flaws. i know mine. like what kam, jie, pw they all sayin. i reallie worry too much n tink too much. but tt's me?! hmmm.. but i wil try 2 change it barx. cos sometimes its like.. small small tinks i wil oso b worried. plus i knoe i'm damn noisy at times. i muz reallie shut up. cos i felt tt i talked too much. v redundent. plus i'm also too relax abt life. its like for my whole entire life i live my life compromising wif ppl. with no sense of urgency. oh well... there's reallie alot more flaws abt me. ren nt fit la. plus nt shuai la. plus so fat la. den oso cant talk well. cant present well.. all of these tinks i muz change. tt's y wif so many tinks up til now i reallie is shi bai barx.. hahax~ was my whole chunk can put for apel values reflection leix. maybe i wil score v well if haf grade. LOLX!! hahax. muz start to plan liao. muz haf action. nt all talk no action. i muz haf a direction in life. startin wif scoring well for main exam. den workin hard in osip. plus oso train for ns liao. den change my attitude and dun scold bad words liao. all muz change. but like wad i learnt in pri sch. suo wei 'xue huai san tian, xue hao san nian' maybe after ns i wil b good?! LOL~ oh well... like wad i always sae shi shi nan yu yu liao.... |
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